Saturday, April 17, 2010

Random Saturday

(first off, a pic of Elisabeth and her cute friend Elijah. I hear there are a handful of other girls with dibs on his early betrothal, but well, we'll just have to wait and see now, won't we.) ;)



Here's a list of things I found in Samuel's "play" backpack the other day (along with some actual toys and game pieces):


- a bar of soap
- one D battery
- 10 dry erase markers
- a lint brush
- a Christmas ball ornament
- 2 tennis balls
- a reusable ice pack
- an old blank cassette tape

Is it any wonder I can't keep things under control around here??


I've realized that if I make a list at the beginning of the week of things I think I should be able to do in one day, I might be able to accomplish it all by the end of the week. For instance, last Mon. I woke up and was disgusted by how gross my kitchen floor was. It desperately needed to be mopped. And finally - on Fri. - I mopped it. I guess I can just be glad I got it done eventually. But really, I am so discouraged sometimes by how much I stink at my life. And it has to do with much much more than just housework.

And then even though I am discouraged and frustrated, I can't seem to do the things I know I need to do to actually change anything about it. Am I just lazy?? I really don't know. Sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes I am more patient and understanding with myself.
Lately, I just don't know what to think about myself. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. This whole being me business.
But sometimes, I am still just so easily thrown off balance.

Anyway - the leaves on my trees are finally bursting from their buds. YAY!! That has made me quite happy to see.
But my allergies have also gone berserk and that has made me not so happy.

I guess maybe I could blame my foggy brain and confusion on my itchy eyes and constant sneezing, but I don't know for sure if that's the cause.

I'm just not doing as well as I would like with just about everything I can think of. I would like to get things in order. Feel good about things. Even just a few key things. There are a lot of things I would like to change, if I could. If I could muster enough energy and courage and determination. It seems I am lacking in those things. Motivation has gone completely AWOL.

So. This post has not turned out to be what I thought I was intending on it being. But yeah . . . When does anything turn out to be what you thought it was going to be anyhow?

And here's my random 10 ipod shuffle for today's random thoughts (just for fun):
1. Silence 17 - They Might Be Giants
2. String Quartet in E minor - Mendelssohn
3. Me in Honey - REM
4. Justice and Mercy Underscore - Book of Mormon Video Soundtrack
5. Wind in Trees - Kado Music
6. Five Get Overexcited - The Housemartins
7. Concerto No. 6 - Corelli
8. Letterbox - They Might Be Giants
9. Ignoreland -REM
10. The Plot Thickens - Shadowlands Soundtrack

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Reading Round-Up - Feb and March 2010

Ahh, my reading round-ups. We have such a love-hate relationship. I love talking about the books I've read. I do. But it is so hard to keep up on it. I hate falling behind. :(
And I have been working this post for an entire week. It's labor intensive!

Anyway, here's the list of books I read in Feb and March with some commentary and/or quotes added in when I feel like it:

1. The Mother's Guide to Self-Renewal - Renee Trudeau
Some really nice ideas on things to contemplate and think through as far as balancing self and family. Some good stuff. Some not so new ideas. Here are some quotes:

"Being is as important as doing." - Renee Trudeau

"The purpose of our lives is to give birth to the best which is within us."
- Marianne Williamson
2. Yours Ever: People and Their Letters - Thomas Mallon

I heard of this book on NPR, I believe, and knew I had to read it. It was a great read and made me appreciate the letters I've saved even more. I love letters. I think that some of the most important people in my life are bonded to me through letters, most notably the 3 yrs of weekly letters that Zac and I wrote each other. And there are other people, too.

It is funny to me how much I cherish people's handwriting. I am as much attached to it as I am to their face. It is part of who they are. Part of what I associate with them. Part of what I love. I still ask Zac to hand write me notes now and then because it is an important part of our relationship, to me. And if you want to be my friend forever, just write me letters and I am yours. Especially nowadays when we are slaves to the convenience of electronic correspondence, I would treasure a handwritten letter over just about anything you could ever give me. So now you know. :)
And, anyway, this book referenced this next one which I sought out and wanted to read and also loved:
3. 84, Charing Cross Road - Helene Hanff
This was one of my favorites that I've read recently. It is the non-fiction account, or a collection really, of letters written between Hanff in NY and a bookseller in London for about 20 yrs. First, I was just so touched by the relationship they formed and maintained strictly through letters over those many years. They were funny and poignant and real. It was a really great story.

4. The Happiness Project - Gretchen Rubin

If you read my Goodreads reviews, you already know that initially this book put me in a bad mood. All this pressure to be happy was just too much for me. hahaha. As I continued to read though, I was able to view it more in the light it was intended. That is, do whatever you want with it and make yourself happy. I actually have a lot of thoughts on some of the ideas she presented and I have toyed with the idea of posting some more along these lines.

One of the great quotes I wrote down was this:

"Happiness is neither virtue nor pleasure nor this thing nor that, but simply growth. We are happy when we are growing." - Yeats

I think that explains why some things that are really hard nevertheless bring us happiness. And why our relationships make us happy. So many things fall under that, actually. It's pretty all-encompassing. And it has helped me to reconsider the things I think bring me happiness by asking if it is helping me grow in some way. If I can say that it is, then I consider it a keeper.

So, perhaps I'll bring you more "happy thoughts" in the future. Perhaps (I have learned not to make promises when it comes to my blog content). :)

5. The Last Olympian - Rick Riordan
6. The Battle of the Labyrinth - Rick Riordan
7. The Sea of Monsters - Rick Riordan
8. The Titan's Curse - Rick Riordan
I think I've gotten these all out of order as I've arranged and rearranged this list. But these are #2-5 of the Percy Jackson and the Olympians series (The Lightning Thief being #1). It was a really great series. I liked it a lot and would highly recommend them. Abigail has read them all now and loved it. Isaac is on book 3 and Zac is somewhere in Book 2. I love reading a series together as a family.

9. Out Stealing Horses - Per Petterson
I loved this book for many reasons.
A quote that resonated with me:
"That is one reason for living here. Another reason is being close to the forest. It was a part of my life many years ago in a way that nothing later has been, and then it was absent for a long, long time, and when everything around me suddenly turned silent, I realized how much I had missed it. Soon I thought of nothing else, and if I too were not to die, at precisely this point in time, I had to go to the forest. That's how it felt, and that simple. It still is."

10. Evidence: Poems - Mary Oliver
So. I read a poem of hers on a blog somewhere and wanted to read more. Checked this out from the library and loved it. Some of the poems I loved I have used for this post and this post and this post.
:)

11. The Tale of Beatrix Potter - Margaret Lane

A lovely biography of one of my favorite authors.
A quote:
"Conveying truth by means of fantasy, enlarging our perception of life by poetic means, is one of the highest functions of art, and it is not extravagant to say that in her small and special sphere Beatrix Potter performed it."

12. Catching Fire - Suzanne Collins
13. The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins
Another terrific young adult series. Captivating and engaging. And those 2 words probably mean about the same thing, I just needed to have 2. ;) I started these without realizing the final book of the trio hasn't been released yet. I usually try to read a series when it's all done so I don't have to wait around and the hype has died down a bit. But ah well. Now I'm anxiously awaiting this final book.

14. For One More Day - Mitch Albom

A quick good read.
One quote:
"But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking. But behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begins."

15. My Life in France - Julia Child
16. Julie and Julia - Julie Powell
We watched the movie Julie and Julia which made me first want to read My Life in France and then I read the book Julie and Julia, too. I enjoyed Julia Child's book quite a bit. She is just so quirky. And being so totally obsessed with food is so foreign to me, it was sort of fascinating. So many different kinds of people in this world! And aren't we glad?!
Julie Powell's book, on the other hand, I could have done without. The movie was quite sufficient. In her book, she uses a lot of strong language primarily for shock effect, it seemed, and I think that's obnoxious. And she seemed intent on comparing all good food to good sex, which, ehhhh . . ., got old real fast. I just wasn't impressed.

17. Aspects of Love - David Garnett
I was curious to read the book that inspired the Andrew Lloyd Weber musical by the same name. Turns out the music pretty much tells the whole story. Not much more to be gained by reading this novella. But that's ok.

18. The Small Rain - Madeleine L'Engle
And you already know I love L'Engle. This was another I hadn't heard of before and thoroughly enjoyed. I'm on a lifelong quest to read all her books. It's quite fun. :)
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And there you have it!!
Tell me all about the books on your mind, or any thoughts you have on any of these. Any you might want to read?!
Happy Reading to you all!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

this is what I want

I want to write something so simply
by Mary Oliver
I want to write something
so simply
about love
or about pain
that even
as you are reading
you feel it
and as you read
you keep feeling it
and though it be my story
it will be common,
though it be singular
it will be known to you
so that by the end
you will think -
no, you will realize -
that it was all the while
yourself arranging the words,
that it was all the time
words that you yourself,
out of your own heart,
had been saying.

did I say I was going to post something besides just pictures?!




Nah, not yet. haha. :)
Those are the pics I took at Thanksgiving Point on Sat.
And here are our attempts at Easter pictures. It is sooo hard to get them all looking at the camera and smiling!!











ok, I think I'm caught up on pictures now. Rest assured, I am thinking. And I might be prepared to share some thoughts sometime soon. :)

Monday, April 12, 2010

Samuel lost his other front tooth!

Zac's suggestion for this post was "he's still a crazy kid, but his antics have lost their bite." harharhar. I did laugh pretty hard.

So, yes, Samuel has lost his 2 front teeth earlier than his older siblings did and as of tonight, he's got that adorable big gap and cute little lisp. I love it! :)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

looking closely: fun with super-macro


























Today we went to the Gardens at Thanksgiving Point. I had fun taking these pictures and had to share. A couple of them I really like quite a bit. And the super-macro feature on my camera gives me great joy. :)
And yes, I know I've just been posting a lot of pictures lately. I don't know how you all feel about that, or if you care. Do you miss my ramblings? Like the photos? Like a little of both - photos and ramblings? Or do you just want our daily journalings and kid happenings? I aim to please, so feel free to tell me your thoughts on the matter. Of course, it really doesn't matter and I will probably just post whatever I feel like anyhow. But sometimes it is nice to get input.
Next week I think I will try to post something more substantial. We'll just have to see about that.
See you then . . .
(and PS I also took some pics of my kids at the Garden, too. But I'll save those for another post.) :)

Friday, April 9, 2010

just some more pics of my cute kids

So, yesterday I decided to attempt to salvage our super-boring stinky spring break and take the kids to do something fun. The most important reason for doing so, the sun was shining and the temps were expected to rise up into the high 50's (finally)! So we went over to find the highly recommended Discovery Park.

It was pretty cool. So much fun stuff to do. The only disadvantage was that it was very popular and was also very crowded and sort of nuts. It took a couple deep breaths to remind myself it would be ok . . . but then I let them run off.

I just tried really hard not to think about the fact that this would be the perfect place for a child predator to snatch up a small child, or 2 or 3, without anyone noticing because it was pretty much swarming with crazy kids and parents going crazy trying to keep track of them all. I had Abigail stick with Elisabeth, and Isaac with Samuel, and then I tried to follow them around as much as I could and make sure I could count them all at reasonable intervals. But it was pretty much impossible.

And at one point there was this little blond hair girl I found in tears that I tried to help find her mother. After walking her from one side to the other, I decided it would be best to just sit with her on a bench and hope her mother would come looking for her eventually. And she did - eventually. Crazy place.

But all my kids had fun, with no tears or injuries, no one was misplaced or left behind, and I got some cute pictures of them to boot. It was a fun time. :)


















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