Tuesday, April 24, 2012

oh hi

just checking in.  I am horribly behind in my blog posts.  Easter, Samuel's baptism, spring break, more birthdays, lots of book thoughts, lots of random thoughts.  I have a list (you know I do!).  I am doing slightly better with dealing with the pain, although the pain hasn't gotten much better.  And I am not so terribly sleepy as I was for awhile there.  Still very sleepy, but not sleeping practically all day every day - so that's an improvement.  But, I'm still not . . . quite . . . myself (if I ever really was whoever I really am).  So . . . as in just about every other aspect of my life, my blog is also suffering.  My apologies.  I know it bothers me more than it bothers anyone else.  So I know I'm writing this little bit more for me than for you, just to make myself feel ever so slightly better, but so be it.
That's all, folks.

 I'm calling out into the echoing silence just to feel like I'm not alone.  The audience has gone dark and I can't see if I'm talking to myself or not.

Anyone still out there?  yes? no?  maybe?

ok.  I think I hear some rustling.  Carry on.:)

6 comments:

SLMeredith said...

"(if I ever really was whoever I really am)" is one of the saddest things I've ever read.

Colleen said...

Still here. :)

Linda said...

I feel that way about my blog too... I enjoy reading your blog :)

Christina G. said...

yep - the audience is still here, still love your blog :-)

Mom T said...

Kristen... you are not going through this pain alone and I so admire that you can communicate through the pain.... You are very much loved and being prayed for. Love you, Sweet Girl!

Davis and Carter's Mommy said...

Still here too--if I read your blog that's as good as actually writing mine right . . .? :)

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